Finally.........

Okay, so its been kind of awhile since I last posted anything. I had a great time while I was back in SoCal and now that my ass is back in Anchorage, I do what I can to make the best of it. As of late, I just been training and reading a lot. I started hitting up Flat Top mountain and shyt, I gotta tell you, for the first two sessions of my runs, I always thought Flat Top was this flat hill when it turns out to be the mountain behind. I thought it was funny and I ended up of getting flamed for it, but hey, at least I did something and got some criticism as I'm seeking the realness rather than the bullshyt.

I ran early today in the morning and ended up of meeting with my mentor Justin, of course I was dealing with a seasoned runner of this Flat Top place and I knew I would get passed up. It was shytty looking outside today and fuck, the past couple of days have been pretty but cold for me. Speaking of cold, yeah, my body still has yet to get adjusted to the Alaska weather. I been typically wearing a wife beater, a tee and a hoody as a whole layering system. I'm that cold. Usually, I can take it, but not now.

Hey, Christine Guzman, I know you are or will be reading this, I just wanna say hello to you and that I ain't forgotten about you. hahaha ....... Okay, I was planning on leaving back to SoCal in August with my dear friend Mae and Kai. That planned is scrap for two reasons, numero uno, I got jacked on my tax refund and numero dos, I'll be back to SoCal in November. Its to celebrate my uncle's retirement from the US Marine Corps. I'll also be transporting some of my shyt over there since I'm going to be mmoving there in the near future. I'm just waiting for my little sister to finish her shyt, while in the meantime I'll start working sometime soon and save some money for my way of transportation, which will be a sportbike fit to my taste. I cannot wait.

While I was back home for the two weeks I sat and thought real hard and its come down to my committment of not being in Alaska. It was highly noticeable that I was really happy and always had a smile on my face subconsiously whereas back in AK, I'm not all that stoked about anything at all but training and people within my circle. In pursuit of happiness baby! You know, in all honesty, I am glad things turned out the way it did for me, because had that false alarm became into reality, I would have been fucked and stuck in the gutter for the next 18 years, if you all know what I mean. There is so much things that the Golden State offers me and I just thought about how much shyt I could easily pull off as I have tested myself there in certain scenarios. ;-) For the time being, at least til I get back home, I'm opting to stay single as no one is really on the level, it will only impede my steps. Fuck, come to think of it, after my episodes in SoCal, I honestly don't think I'll be committed into marriage...... unless I'm totally in awe, which isn't common. Aside from other things, I have made a connection base in California, which is a good thing.

The first couple of days I was back, I was pretty angry and having mood swings, man. But I'm cool now. When I got off the plane, the first thing I noticed was the sky covered in clouds and how cold I was. lol When people finally saw me, they all noticed I got toasted like a mother fucker. hahaha I'm not dark enough, and now that I have a symetrical tan, I'll be maintaining like once or twice a month.

TIl then, peace, love, and prosperity. One.

P.S. - Call me a Playstation, coz I'm the game and I play, mother fucker!